In response to what i read today

"it's unfortunate that her g/f doesn't like me"


seriously, do i not have reason... be honest if you had your way she wouldn't be with me (and don't lie i already know how you feel) and if i had my way you'd be... well nuff said. you are the bain of my existence, the cancer of my life. the thought of you spending any time with her, alone or with other people makes me sick to my stomach, i actually vomit which is an odd ocurrence for me. she knows all this already, but what can i do, i love sophie more deeply each and every day and trust her completely, you on the other hand are a liar and a shit disturber and have on several occasions tried to put doubt into my mind about her and I (rocks and water), and have haibtitually tried to get her back on several sepearate occassions while you were seeing someone that i happen to like as a person. so really you are a person who cannot be trusted and i want nothing to do with you. Sophie is a grown woman and can make her own decisions, i am not her mother, I am her partner and we will reach an understanding.

and just to clear some things up: I never threatend your life, only the quality of your life, as to whether you would be breathing through a tube or not (in my circle what i said was not to be taken at face value, but it was the intensity of how much i wanted to hurt you that you were supposed to be made aware of). you continually hurt the woman i loved and she still wanted you more than me. how else would one expect me to react. you and i shall have no problems as long as you never mention my name and never step to my face, nothing has changed in my mind i still hate you more then i could ever out into words, and that's my perogative

P.S. none of this is meant to instigate, just clear some things up, because it was brought to my attention that you have more then a few misconceptions and i cannot let that continue. now i may be totally wrong on all accounts, but from all that i have witnessed, read and heard, I am BANG on!! Just to clarify once more: I have great disdain for the person that you are, you have an ugly, hateful, lying, manipulative spirit, and before you came along i never had such hate in my heart. some people are just destined not to mesh well together, that is obviously the case for you and I.